I noticed a gaping scar, long ago. Finding was the first. I re-opened the wound over and over constantly. I choose to wallow in the void. I lost all guidance. Flying into the black hole of my soul.
Crippled by darkness. I only found the absence. I did not find light to change. I searched for the light, but turned up empty every time.
Only through a deeper secret of the evil of my ways, did I find a way to leave the bleeding to coagulate. Then as if god had come down the scar was gone.
Movement, light, and purpose.
Searching through the dark gave me great bounties of the divine.
For all that is blasphemous, there is grace.
I choose to lead.
I choose to bless.
I choose to live.
What euphoric bliss is this.