I make the effort to be around people. I enjoy being with them. I love the things we do together. Though I still Feel every part of my mind and body collapse inside of my head.
It closes around my brain like a treacherous Ivy. The pain becomes real and concrete in my mind. I can’t breathe and I can’t think.
I try as I might, but the presence of others wrecks every part of my inner peace.
The labyrinth of thought constricts and multiplies. I will find a way out. I have to find a way out.
The peace to be alone calls me. I am here in my space. I am alone.
Til I tread once more into the light.