I make the effort to be around people. I enjoy being with them. I love the things we do together. Though I still Feel every part of my mind and body collapse inside of my head.

It closes around my brain like a treacherous Ivy. The pain becomes real and concrete in my mind. I can’t breathe and I can’t think.

I try as I might, but the presence of others wrecks every part of my inner peace.

The labyrinth of thought constricts and multiplies. I will find a way out. I have to find a way out.

The peace to be alone calls me. I am here in my space. I am alone.

Til I tread once more into the light.

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